FML.

So everything just had to happen at the worst time :/

All I can say is FUCK.

My big girl (:

I don't have much to say except HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna post Audrey's Pictures she took just a couple weeks ago.

Colic.

Having a child with colic BLOWS. When she first started this we were still in Alabama and with my Grandparents at their house. She cried all night and my poor grandparents were pacing around Jordan and I and they even tried soothing her it just didn't work...when she cried she scrunches her legs in and waves her arms around lol its kinda cute.

Then it was like clockwork between 8:45 and 9PM Audrey started to freak out and I was freaking out cause I didn't know what was wrong with my baby. I tried EVERYTHING. Changing her diaper, changing her clothes, Gas drops, Motrin, Tylonol, Checking her temperature, holding her, singing, feeding her, bathing her, you name it I did it. And finally I gave up. My mom was telling me it may be acid reflux or colic. And I was thinking my poor baby has an upset tummy and my breastmilk's making it worse. So I took her to the doctor about 3 days later and told them symptoms, the pediatrician says she's colicky, the skirts I put on her hurt her tummy a little, and has a little bit of gas. So they tell me to burp her in between feedings to get help her tummy. As for the colic I have to wait it out....it's been over a week her gas is better....her colic is still kinda eh...she still cries but Jordan and I  found a method of calming her down. We lay her on her back and rub her tummy for 20 minutes or put her in the swing and put vibrate on and play "Remember When" By: Alan Jackson. If we do that...she's almost fine. After the song's over she its WAY easier to put her to sleep.

Bottom line. I hate Colic. It can go to hell. It made a walking nightmare and a wreck. I hope my next child isn't colicky. *Knock On Wood*

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I walk across that stage tomorrow! 

It's me again

I'm back, And Lately I've just been watching Audrey, mending my relationship with Jordan, and taking my finals to graduate. Which is this Saturday (:

I'm really excited to graduate and go to college in the fall it's really exciting. We're moving on the first to our new house and most of our things are there so when I get there I don't have to do much. Stressful but exciting. As for Ms.Audrey she's good she's 9 pounds right now and she's a thick little booger haha. But she doesn't have much dark hair anymore her hair's turning blonde like her biological daddy but, she's still my perfect little angel. She can hold her head up really well and she stares at my face and Jordan's face and she turns her head to wherever we are if she hears us.

I love being a mother though, it's this amazing feeling of unconditional love no matter how much she drives me nuts at 3 in the morning she's more than worth it. Jordan and I want her to grow up knowing that both of us will always be in her life if we get married or not. Either way she's always gonna be loved.

Here's my angel getting a bath <3

True Story.

Hello to all of Cassi's followers. This is Monique. I'm on here because, there was a little incident on Stardoll last week and someone had accused Cassi of being "fake", taking pictures, and using my pictures. Which I'm here to say is NOT true. She did NOT steal ANYONE'S pictures. She did NOT lie about her daughter Audrey is very much alive. And the real story is that she wasn't really 34 weeks when Audrey was born she was 37 she lied because Audrey isn't Jordan's. And he thought she was and she lied to him the whole time.

Yes, I knew. And it was wrong of us both but, it was for the better. She felt guilty and told him he was angry but, he's still around and still claims Audrey as his. As for the whole Stardoll incident it upset her and she cried, I felt bad so I said I'd make clarifications. She's sorry and hopes for forgiveness if you choose not to forgive her then that's fine. But I just had to get this cleared up so she'd stop moping around the house.

Any questions email/tweet message her and she'll respond.
@Cassideexx or cass.denise@gmail.com

Awww, it's been almost 2 weeks since she's been here and it's been a hectic two weeks. I'm working on packing still and getting ready for graduation. I don't have much time but, yeah here's Me, My friend Andrea, Monique, and Audrey (: