FML.

So everything just had to happen at the worst time :/

All I can say is FUCK.

My big girl (:

I don't have much to say except HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna post Audrey's Pictures she took just a couple weeks ago.

Colic.

Having a child with colic BLOWS. When she first started this we were still in Alabama and with my Grandparents at their house. She cried all night and my poor grandparents were pacing around Jordan and I and they even tried soothing her it just didn't work...when she cried she scrunches her legs in and waves her arms around lol its kinda cute.

Then it was like clockwork between 8:45 and 9PM Audrey started to freak out and I was freaking out cause I didn't know what was wrong with my baby. I tried EVERYTHING. Changing her diaper, changing her clothes, Gas drops, Motrin, Tylonol, Checking her temperature, holding her, singing, feeding her, bathing her, you name it I did it. And finally I gave up. My mom was telling me it may be acid reflux or colic. And I was thinking my poor baby has an upset tummy and my breastmilk's making it worse. So I took her to the doctor about 3 days later and told them symptoms, the pediatrician says she's colicky, the skirts I put on her hurt her tummy a little, and has a little bit of gas. So they tell me to burp her in between feedings to get help her tummy. As for the colic I have to wait it out....it's been over a week her gas is better....her colic is still kinda eh...she still cries but Jordan and I  found a method of calming her down. We lay her on her back and rub her tummy for 20 minutes or put her in the swing and put vibrate on and play "Remember When" By: Alan Jackson. If we do that...she's almost fine. After the song's over she its WAY easier to put her to sleep.

Bottom line. I hate Colic. It can go to hell. It made a walking nightmare and a wreck. I hope my next child isn't colicky. *Knock On Wood*

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I walk across that stage tomorrow! 

It's me again

I'm back, And Lately I've just been watching Audrey, mending my relationship with Jordan, and taking my finals to graduate. Which is this Saturday (:

I'm really excited to graduate and go to college in the fall it's really exciting. We're moving on the first to our new house and most of our things are there so when I get there I don't have to do much. Stressful but exciting. As for Ms.Audrey she's good she's 9 pounds right now and she's a thick little booger haha. But she doesn't have much dark hair anymore her hair's turning blonde like her biological daddy but, she's still my perfect little angel. She can hold her head up really well and she stares at my face and Jordan's face and she turns her head to wherever we are if she hears us.

I love being a mother though, it's this amazing feeling of unconditional love no matter how much she drives me nuts at 3 in the morning she's more than worth it. Jordan and I want her to grow up knowing that both of us will always be in her life if we get married or not. Either way she's always gonna be loved.

Here's my angel getting a bath <3

True Story.

Hello to all of Cassi's followers. This is Monique. I'm on here because, there was a little incident on Stardoll last week and someone had accused Cassi of being "fake", taking pictures, and using my pictures. Which I'm here to say is NOT true. She did NOT steal ANYONE'S pictures. She did NOT lie about her daughter Audrey is very much alive. And the real story is that she wasn't really 34 weeks when Audrey was born she was 37 she lied because Audrey isn't Jordan's. And he thought she was and she lied to him the whole time.

Yes, I knew. And it was wrong of us both but, it was for the better. She felt guilty and told him he was angry but, he's still around and still claims Audrey as his. As for the whole Stardoll incident it upset her and she cried, I felt bad so I said I'd make clarifications. She's sorry and hopes for forgiveness if you choose not to forgive her then that's fine. But I just had to get this cleared up so she'd stop moping around the house.

Any questions email/tweet message her and she'll respond.
@Cassideexx or cass.denise@gmail.com

Awww, it's been almost 2 weeks since she's been here and it's been a hectic two weeks. I'm working on packing still and getting ready for graduation. I don't have much time but, yeah here's Me, My friend Andrea, Monique, and Audrey (:

I'm going CRAZY

I've been in the house for a week and some change. And I HATE it. I can NOT stand being home all day everyday. I know it's for the baby but dude this sucks. My daily routine consists of Waking up at 7 AM, changing and nursing Audrey, putting her back to sleep, me making myself something to eat, eat, homework, and by that time its 10:20AM ish and Audrey wakes up to be changed/fed, then she goes back to sleep and I clean, after cleaning its about 1PM Audrey's up and ready to be fed again and after that I hold her and play the finger game and help her focus on my fingers takes about 20 minutes, I put her in the swing then she looks around and falls asleep at 2 ish. And I'm stuck watching endless TV shows, it's really boring, then I do MORE homework -_-. And Monique comes home (Thank God for her) She helps with the baby and then I go pack since we're still moving! God I hate packing, it's the worst thing in the world especially now that I have a baby. I can't pack any of her stuff up until like a week before moving day. UGH, basically where I'm at there's a damn rut and I'm stuck in it. I love my kid to death but I can't wait to start working!

Audrey Denise!

Well, fellow followers I was right I did go into preterm labor. But it was perfectly safe and she came out healthy and beautiful. Audrey Denise was born April 30th 2011 at 2:43 AM weighing in at 5 pounds 7 ounces. She's REALLY big for a preemie. But I'm SO happy because it's lucky that she's this healthy. I could NEVER be more in love with my baby. She's so perfect. I never knew the meaning of life until they put her in my arms and said "Here, she's all yours." I cried and cried and cried she looked me in the eyes with SO much trust knowing that I'm Mommy and I kept her safe for almost 35 weeks. She's rare and beat all the odds in the hospital I'm proud of my daughter she makes me who I am right now. She's gorgeous and just plain amazing. I couldn't ask for a better little baby (:

At Thirty-Fourweeks...

Maybe it's just me but I SWEAR I'm going into preterm labor. I don't feel like my regular pregnant self and I feel tons of pressure and contractions. I'm gonna give it a few more hours and if I feel worse I'm going in like ASAP.

Jordan.

My boyfriend is too cute. He came home and surprised me with a tattoo on his arm and at first I thought it was a forest with mountains and an ocean but apparently there's a bigger picture. Can you guess what it is????

Biggneessss.

I'm 33 weeks now and I am HUGE. Like gross huge ha. My tummy pokes through everything I wear but at least Audrey's cooking so that's good. Here's a picture of when Jor and I went to see the other house we'll probably rent out.

Monique Ann.

What can I say, this Monique. She's my best friend in the whole world. She's the reason  I have somewhere to live and she's always been there for me. We've been best friends for 11 years and counting, And you can never say where's Cassi? Or where's Monique? It's always Where's Cassi and Monique? We're ALWAYS together. Never have one without the other. She's 18 and has a 10 month old with her fiancee Gabe. Their son's name is Jace Nicholas. He's the cutest little baby ever. (:

New Here.

I'm Cassidee Denise. 

I made this blog for numbers of reasons, so my Stardoll friends can visit me on here. Oh btw if I don't have you on Stardoll my name is Cassidee--xx. Well for starts I'm 18. Born April 21st 1993. I'm the 2nd to last kid in my family. There's the oldest boy his names Christian he's 24, Then Colt he's 20, Me I'm 18, and My little sister Cayla she's 10. I'm currently dating my boyfriend Jordan who's 20 and he's the love of my life! We've been dating for over a year now and he's my joy. Together we're expecting a little girl who's due June 7th 2011. I have her name picked out and I can't really hold it in so I'll just announce it. Her name is Audrey Denise <3. I'm really excited for her to get here! As of right now I live with my best friend Monique and her 10 month old son Jace and their family. She's engaged to Gabe and they plan to get married in October 2011. Anyway that should be all for now. I hope to have bump pictures, nursery, birth, baby pics and all that good stuff on here too. So enjoy the blog! 

-Cassidee.